Post by Tahlia Morgana Malfoy on Apr 29, 2011 23:07:31 GMT -6
A DIARY OF T.M. MALFOY
[/color]i've been roaming around always lookin down at all i see. painted faces fill the
places i can't reach. you know that i could use somebody you know that i could
use somebody someone like you and all you know and how you speak countless
lovers undercover of the street you know that i could use somebody you know
that I could use somebody someone like you off in the night while you live it up i'm
off to sleep waging wars to shake the poet and the beat I hope it's gonna make
SEPTEMBER 1ST 2022[/color][/center]
So summer break was a real snooze feast. Scorpius ignored me the whole time. I am starting to believe this whole thing is pointless. I mean...Albus wrote me but....they weren't like they usually were. Maybe he'll never fall for me....maybe I should just let Lisette have them both. I always have liked Li. He's always there when I need him and he puts up with me. But he's graduating this year. I will be losing my best friend. Such a depressing year. What am I going to do? Next year I lose both Albus and my brother.
This is all just so unfair! What's a girl to do! I'm fifteen for Merlin's sake! I should be able to live my life the way I want but it's not working! I have to live by the rules put in front of me. Although I am prefect this year so that's one thing to look forward to. Daddy is excited about that but I don't know what to do. This is a crucial year for me. I lose my best friend and it will make or break the friendships of my brother and Albus. UGH! Why does life have to be so hard! I'm a bloody fifteen year old. I still have a couple years till life is decided for me. But I don't want to end up like my parents. I love them but its my life and I should get to choose what happens in it. Maybe Li is the right one for me....*sighs* I don't know what to do.
The world is crashing down on me at fifteen! Who knew this would turn out to be an insane year for me? Oh right my heart! Curse you heart! Why do you have to make everything so complicated for me. It's hard being the cutest Malfoy. I guess I should talk to Li about all of this. Oh....I'm scared. I don't know if I can....well I guess it's now or never.....PLEASE LET IT BE NEVER! World is mess up and I'm stuck in the middle. I hate being the younger sibling. Why couldn't I be in the same grade as Li then I wouldn't have thought twice about Albus. He'd be younger then me and I wouldn't have to worry about it. Oh Merlin! Please help me with this!
As if he'll ever help anyone. Bloody hell, the world is on my shoulders now and theres nothing I can do about it! Fifteen...why couldn't I have been born first! It would have been so much easier! I wouldn't be obsessing over this if I was older because it wouldn't have ever happened! Dear Merlin help me! Fifteen is such a difficult age for a witch!
I have to do my homework here pretty soon. Maybe Li can help me. I mean he took this class. I need some help with this course or I'll flunk out and I can't disappoint daddy. He doesn't like it when I disappoint him. He'll cut my allowance down again! Last time he did that I didn't have enough money for that beautiful dress I wanted and it was spectacular! I mean HELLO Vintage Witch had it on the cover! I just had to have it but he cut my allowance and he wouldn't let me. He is such a mean daddy when it comes to that sort of thing.
Oh that reminds me. I need to write mum. She said she was gonna send me a present. Maybe it's a new pair of shoes! Oh or those earrings I wanted! OH! Or that skirt I saw in the window at that store! How cute would that look on me! Three words! Fab-U-LOUS! I need to write her so I can find out.
*sighs* I hate homework! I swear they make us do it just to save the professor from doing all the work. So stupid. Prefect duties should be fun! I still haven't found out who the other fifth year prefect is yet but I should be finding out soon. Can't stay a secret forever right? I really should get onto my prefect duties or maybe I should do my homework....Oh I don't know. I'll just go find Li. He'll help me figure out what to do. I'll be back soon
with love,
- - - tahlia morgana malfoy[/i][/color][/font][/size][/blockquote]
