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Post by Adriane Brielle Koller on Apr 18, 2011 14:50:34 GMT -6
Okay so...maybe the whole idea of what they were about to do hadn't set in even though Adriane had thought it had. Not that she was overwhelming anxious about it anymore. She would be once clothes came off, but for now they were firmly in place. Well, not so firmly considering she was making good progress on the buttons of Gavin's shirt. A tee would have been so much less trouble. But of course, he did have a t-shirt underneath that Adriane would have to deal with as well. What exactly was Adriane meant to say when she muttered "Gavin...you.."? Well, several things had gone through her mind that she had the intention to say. She was going to make the choice when she opened her mouth, because any one was suitable. There was the standard "Gavin you turn me on" or the "Gavin you can have whatever you like" or some version of either of those phrases. Point is that she was so overwhelmed that she couldn't even get the phrase out. So, technically, she should have said phrase number one. Except Gavin was so effective, she couldn't form a sentence or resist kissing him again. Plus, he had stopped messing with her pants as soon as she spoke and Adriane didn't want Gavin to think she wanted him to stop or what he was doing was not okay. It was more than okay. It was welcomed and necessary for the task at hand. So as she kissed him, she continued with the buttons at a faster pace. When Adriane succeeded with the last one, her hands gravitated down to his belt. Her brow furrowed in concentration as she thought how to unbuckle it and then pull it through the belt loops, gently. She tossed it off to the side. She pulled out of the kiss, but still left her lips nearly resting against his as she mumbled, "Shirt off, please."
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Post by Gavin Elijah Parker on Apr 18, 2011 15:10:57 GMT -6
Gavin stood, his hands resting gently on Adriane's hips. He stopped once she stopped talking. He didn't know if she was going to continue with that sentence, or if she was going to tell him to stop... oh how he was hoping that she didn't want him to stop. He didn't want to... but of course, because it was Gavin, he would if she told him to. If she wasn't ready... and in fact, he would probably be a little relieved if she did say that she wasn't ready. Gavin wasn't ready. He was sure it would be fine once it happened. And wouldn't it be so unmanly of him to tell her that he wasn't ready? Yeah, for sure. Adam would have his head for that... Of course, there was the chance that Adam didn't find out...? But of course he would... he was like... Mr. Gossip... for guys. So Gavin's decision? Just keep going. It would be fine, right?
Adriane finished with the last of his buttons. This was really happening! Of course, Gavin was nervous, that was a given, but he was also incredibly... happy. He wouldn't have been as happy would it have been any other girl. Adriane... his... friend... BEST friend, actually... his girl... his GIRL FRIEND. But with the two words together... to make GIRLFRIEND. Yes, she was now his girlfriend, and she was touching his belt which was incredibly close to... Gavin's eyes widened as she managed to undo it and pulled it out of his belt loops. His bottom lip instinctively shoved itself into his mouth again, and he leaned in, pressing his lips against her neck, and again, and then one on her jaw... then a very soft, gentle on planted itself on Adriane's ear. Gavin took his hand and tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear.
"Shirt off, please."
Gavin backed off for a moment, looking at her before the words actually registered... but once they had... he wasn't sure if she was talking about her shirt, or his shirt... probably his... but he wasn't sure. So he thought he'd start with his own... then maybe move to hers...? Gavin sighed lightly through his nose before he took his hands from her hips and pulled the buttoned up shirt and removed it, tossing it aside. He was actually quite nervous for Adriane to see him... sure, she'd seen his torso in the lake... but... the water was at least murky enough where you couldn't see anything too clearly. But either way, he took hold of the bottom hem of his shirt, and popped it off his head. He felt incredibly exposed, and the cool air made him shiver a little... but... now it was Adriane's buttons... But before he headed in that direction, he planted a kiss on her lips, and then started with the bottom button. [/size][/font]
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Post by Adriane Brielle Koller on Apr 18, 2011 15:48:10 GMT -6
Him kissing her and her kissing him, on the lips, was one thing in and of itself. It was incredible. Amazing. But then when he..when Gavin just. When Gavin stopped, Adriane didn't really like it. Well, that's an understatement. She didn't like when he pulled away from her for more than a second. Is that how it felt to be teased? Well, apparently not because Gavin wasn't teasing. He was just refocusing. He wasn't finished kissing her. He was just going to kiss her elsewhere. Like her neck, which had a much worse - as in worse but better - effect than him kissing her on the lips. Adriane didn't usually let guys kiss her on the neck. Why? Most guys were pigs and ended up leaving giant marks that made her looked like she had ferociously mauled by a rabid flying squirrel or something. Interesting comparison, eh? But yeah, neck was just usually off limits. But, Gavin kissed her gently and it sent and chill down her her arm and one half of her body. And then he kissed her again, Adriane letting out a quick sigh through her nose right before he kissed her jaw and then her ear, where she could feel his breath. Mental. She felt completely mental as he whisked her hair behind her ear. "Shirt off, please," was all she could manage. Not a full sentence. A fragment. And then he just backed up from her for a minute, just looking at her. Adriane bit her lip, waiting to see if he was going to make some kind of remark. Or something. 'Cause he was doing anything? Well, not for a moment. But, he was still close to her and..No, he was going to do it. She felt the warmth of his hand leave her hips as he took off the button down. And then, the undershirt was his next task. And he slipped that right off over his head. Her eyes glanced over his lean form, as she still bit her lip but now for different reasons. She knew Gavin wasn't the most muscle packed of guys, but he wasn't scrawny either. He was the perfect in between. Just right for her. Adriane snapped back to attention, stopped biting her lip, as Gavin leaned in to kiss her. She felt her button button being undone, her eyebrows raising slightly as she reached her hands up to rest on the back of Gavin's neck for the time being.
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Post by Gavin Elijah Parker on Apr 18, 2011 16:06:22 GMT -6
Was Gavin still nervous? Was that a real question? Of course he was nervous, as he was being quite... Well, let's just say that he was the one provoking, making things happen faster. Sure, Adriane had told him... "shirt off, please," and he still wasn't completely sure if she meant his or hers... but either way, both would get done, wouldn't they? Of course. If this was actually going to happen, they would. That was a given. So Gavin being nervous of course wouldn't come as a surprise to anyone. And the nerves grew as he took hold of a button towards the bottom of her pajama top and unbuttoned it, and then moving on to the next button, and then the next, and the next. Gavin only had one left... the only one that was keeping him from...
Oh Voldemort.
This was really happening, wasn't it?
Gavin shoved his bottom lip in his mouth, biting it, hard. Adriane's arms stayed put resting on his shoulders, leaving her hands behind his head. Gavin glanced from their position on that last button to Adriane's face a moment, to reflect on... well... everything: their first official meeting before they went to Hogwarts, how she treated him during their first year at Hogwarts, the summers, the years as they grew older... Gavin was completely oblivious. Gavin furrowed his brow a moment as he looked at her... wondering how this happened... how they were together now, how this, this was happening. They were in LOVE. But... that didn't stop Gavin from being curious. What changed? Was he going to provoke the question again? No, of course not. Instead, his gaze shifted back down to that last button, to which he raised his hands and he took hold of it, sighing lightly through his nose before he unbuttoned it.
Gavin immediately moved his hands and gaze after realization of where they were. He brought them back down to her hips, to which he pulled her close in to him... skin on skin... Gavin gasped lightly at the touch of their skin, running his thumbs lightly over her now exposed skin above her pants. His gaze, fixed on Adriane's eyes, shifted from confusion and wonder to... a more... loving sort of look. It softened, and he leaned down again to plant a kiss on her neck, just above her shoulder. [/size][/font]
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Post by Adriane Brielle Koller on Apr 18, 2011 16:34:04 GMT -6
With every button, Adriane grew more and more nervous. Her breath grew even more shallow and her abdominal muscles pulled tense beneath her skin in apprehension. Sure, Gavin had his shirt off, but it was different for a girl. It was different for Adriane. It wasn't as if she was a loose girl who got called some name with a capital S. Adriane was endowed, but she never flaunted her assets to their fullest extent. Yeah, Adriane had assets and obvious ones at that. Nobody had seen them before. Well, some people to some extent through changing rooms or swimming. But, nobody had quite seen all of her. ALL OF HER?! Well, Gavin wasn't going to see quite all of her. Adriane had never imagined it that easy. Just her shirt and then gone? No, that wasn't fair. Especially not because Gavin had worn an undershirt - One last support from full top half nudity. Although, when she had picked out her clothing, she hadn't known Gavin was going to wear an undershirt. But, main point was that Adriane hadn't planned on walking through the halls of the castle bra-less and in her pajamas. So, she hadn't. But, she was still freaking out. Sure, bikini...bra...same difference? In fact, a bikini top could even show more at times. But, still. It was underwear! Underwear that was underneath the water earlier. And she was now going to be at another level of exposure. And he had just stopped on her last button and was looking at her. Closely. Adriane blushed, swallowing and looking back at him. Oh just do it already! And then he did and he was left looking at her almost fully exposed...with his hands near to...Redder. She turned redder just on her cheeks. Suddenly very warm. But he didn't stop and ask her to slip the sleeve down off her shoulders, ridding herself of the article of clothing completely. No, Gavin pulled her right up against him, to which Adriane responded with a sharp intake of air through her nose. Her eyes widened slightly as she looked back into his. They were a brilliant shade of blue. The expression on her face turned from one of shyness and anxiety to one of contentment and admiration as he stared back at her with a similar look. As he went to kiss that spot on her neck, Adriane moved her arms from their position and gently rid herself of the shirt. "Gavin...want to see how comfortable the bed is?" she asked quietly, her eyes closed as his lips touched her skin.
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Post by Gavin Elijah Parker on Apr 18, 2011 16:55:06 GMT -6
Gavin was being quite forward. In fact, the idea was... pleasing to him. He enjoyed that he could hold onto some control, and that Adriane was not completely the one in charge. It was a fresh, new feeling, and he enjoyed it. Not that he didn't like being the way he was, so... accommodating, so... quiet and sweet, never pushy, demanding, fierce or anything of the like. He was just Gavin. But... could he change? Could he be a new... more... intimidating, in control Gavin? Well, maybe the in control part, but probably not the intimidating part. He was still a nerdy dork. That wasn't going to change. Well, maybe it would once they graduated... But would Adriane like a more in control, confident Gavin? She seemed to like how she could just push him over at the moment... or even in the past... Maybe he should just stay being the little pushover that he was... going back to her after she was so mean to him and accepting her apologies even though he didn't want to.
Did Gavin want to be more in control? Be more of a brick wall than a blade of grass? Yeah, he did. And after tonight... this was going to happen. If she wanted to be a b!tch to him, he wasn't going to take it. Was he going to tell Adriane this? Well, he would, but he couldn't even muster up the courage to do so... especially when you put these ideas together with what Adriane said next...
"Gavin...want to see how comfortable the bed is?"
There was a bed in here? Well, there went all of Gavin's thoughts of telling how Adriane it was going to be if they were going to do this. Now his thoughts circled around "bed" and "comfortable." And... of course... "Adriane" in a "bra" with no shirt... as she had since taken it off. Gavin gulped a little, nodding, "Ye-ah..." he muttered, waiting for him to lead her. He figured that if they took even a step his pants were going to fall down... he was rather slim and he had forgotten that Adriane had removed his belt, his last attachment before she would end up seeing his boxers. But... it was too late. As soon as they took a step... they were on the floor. Gavin blushed. He should have known that was going to happen. D@mn. [/size][/font]
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Post by Adriane Brielle Koller on Apr 18, 2011 17:43:07 GMT -6
There was a bed in here? In there? Of course there was a bed in there! It was the Room of Requirement, after all. It gave you what you required. And when Adriane envisioned sex, she envisioned a bed. Sure, some people didn't picture it that way. Some people pictured something more abstract like a chair or...a sleeping bag...All in good time. All in good time. Good time? Of course, they were going to be having more of this, were they not? That was the point. It wasn't one and done. It wasn't meant to be or else Adriane wouldn't have waited for Gavin. They were in a relationship. They were supposed to treasure this experience and then go on to broaden their horizons! Broaden their horizons?! Okay, so her friends didn't exactly phrase it like that. Their words of description were more carefully chose. More explicit. Creative. Unique. As their horizons had become explicit, creative and unique. But, Adriane had a boyfriend now. It was acceptable. It would be acceptable in time. And an understanding boyfriend. Accommodating. Sweet. Gentle. Exactly what she wanted. "Ye-ah..."She smiled at him softly before turning her head. Yes, sure enough there was a proper bed. Not a twin. A queen. Fitting for two people, but so extravagant. Perfect. That's what it was. That's what this was going to be. Perfectly awkward but perfect all the same. Adriane took his right hand with her left. They took a step forward and then...Adriane pursed her lips together to contain a laugh, taking a quick step back towards him. "Couldn't contain yourself could you, love?" she said, still trying not to laugh. But, she wasn't laughing making fun of him. It was adorable-like, especially with the visible blush now forming upon his cheeks. "Here. Fair is fair." she said, pushing her pants down to the floor and stepping out of them in a moment of courage. She blushed lightly. "Fair?" she said, slightly more shyly as she tugged on his hand lightly.
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Post by Gavin Elijah Parker on Apr 18, 2011 18:10:33 GMT -6
Who feels stupid, yes he does! Gavin feels stupid, yes he does! With his pants on the ground he felt very... very exposed. VERY EXPOSED. Adriane could probably see things! See things that he wasn't ready for her to see, unfortunately. Thus... he blushed... a bright red tomato-y color that was so common on his cheeks when he was in such predicament, namely with Adriane. So his pants were on the ground and Adriane was trying to lead him to the bed. And he couldn't move because he was so embarrassed. He wanted to like... put his clothes back on and run out of the room, he was so embarrassed. He knew he should have worn better fitting jeans... but then again... he didn't really think about it, because he just... well, didn't. Gavin didn't assume that she'd remove his belt, and not his pants. That was how it usually went, wasn't it? That's what Gavin thought anyway.
"Couldn't contain yourself could you, love?"
If Gavin's cheeks could get redder, they would. "It... it was... it was an acci..." Gavin couldn't even complete a sentence.
"Here. Fair is fair. Fair?"
Gavin watched as Adriane put her hands to the top of her pants and pushed them down to the floor before stepping out of them. Gavin watched her, a look of pure surprise his face. Not that he was surprised that she did it, surprised at... how... good she looked. She was absolutely gorgeous... "F-f-fair..." he mumbled, quickly stepping over his pants, grabbing onto her hand and quickly stepped towards the bed. Was he ready now? Yes. He was definitely ready. "Come here..." he said, sitting down on the bed and pulling her closer. There was a coy look of happiness on his lips as he looked at her. Once she was close enough, he leaned and placed a small kiss on her stomach. Gavin felt confident now. [/size][/font]
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Post by Adriane Brielle Koller on Apr 18, 2011 19:47:34 GMT -6
"F-f-fair..."Well, he didn't look critical right? Like he probably liked what he saw? She didn't have to freak out, right? Well, not really. Adriane was freaking out. FREAKING OUT. Gavin was just staring at her with that surprised face. He was in his boxers and Adriane was in her underwear and....she was freaking out! It was a bit chilly and her face felt even warmed and she was so exposed. SO EXPOSED. All she wanted to do is crawl in a hole and hibernate. Not die. Just hibernate. But, Adriane couldn't do that because Gavin was just disregarding his pants on the floor in a hurried fashion and taking her hand in his and stepping toward the bed. What had come over him?! Her eyebrows shot up, stunned by this forward action from her dear Gavin. Not that she minded. He obviously liked how she looked then? He hadn't found fault. Or at least not too much to deter him. Silly Adriane and her Gavin inspired self-consciousness. "Come here..." Her mouth fell open a bit in surprise as he just pulled her towards him. ?! But Adriane liked it. A lot. Somehow this new confidence on Gavin's just put her at ease. Or the most at ease she could be. She moved closer to him as he requested, and smiled back at him. When he kissed her stomach, she took her hands and placed them on his shoulders. Adriane's smile broadened to where her teeth just showed the tiniest bit. "Socks," she said, taking one hand and removing her left sock. She put her left hand back on his right shoulder and then moved her right hand to carefully take off her right sock, a small item falling out into her hand. Adriane held it in one hand, waving it in front of Gavin's face before tossing it farther onto the bed. "That will be necessary for later. Don't forget."
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Post by Gavin Elijah Parker on Apr 18, 2011 20:14:44 GMT -6
Gavin was... happy of course that Adriane obliged to his beckoning to come closer. He just had the sudden idea to do so... and went with it. She seemed to like him kissing her the way he was, because she put her hands on his shoulders and didn't push him away or tell him to stop or anything. Gavin didn't expect her to, but there was always that first thought. But Gavin just went with his gut and turns out... that works. You can get away with things if you're spontaneous and do things on a whim! Sure, it wouldn't work all the time, but it was working fine right now. Gavin just kissed her stomach right below her belly button, then over it, then next to it... before he looked up at Adriane, a happy little smile on his face. Was he happy? Of course. "Socks."
Was all she said. What did socks have anything to do with anything? Gavin raised an eyebrow and looked at their feet. Gavin still had his socks on... and Adriane was busy taking hers off. Gavin thought he better do the same, and lifted his foot a little so he could take it off without making Adriane move. When he was finished, he waited, and Adriane shook one of her socks, and something fell out of it. Once Gavin realized what that something was... he knew it was inevitable. Not that that was a bad thing of course, just... his nerves were kicking in again.
"That will be necessary for later. Don't forget."
Gavin just smiled a little as she tossed it onto the bed, and he pulled her onto the bed by him. Not fun if she was standing and he was sitting, was it? Once she was seated, Gavin brushed her hair over her shoulder and kissed it, and then kissed her lips before gently pushing her back, beckoning her to lay back. "A...are you ready?"
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Post by Adriane Brielle Koller on Apr 18, 2011 22:43:47 GMT -6
She liked the feeling of Gavin doting on her like he was. Doting on her? Well, who knows if that's the appropriate word, but he was handling her the way she had imagined the boy who she saved it for would. He was caring and Adriane could tell he wanted her, but he didn't move too fast and he wasn't too forceful about anything. Now, he was confident. It was attractive. Highly attractive. And in turn, Adriane wanted him just like he wanted her. Was she still nervous? Yes. She heard from about 8/10 people that it wasn't a physically pleasant experience. But, one had to do it once in order to have it more times. And she was going to have it more times, with Gavin! So, it could only get better! Right? Right! She just wanted it to happen and to be happy about it. And she would be. Adriane was doing the right thing. She wouldn't regret it. She had waited years. This was NOT and would NOT be mistake. Adriane was sure of it. Her eyebrows raised and Adriane let out a light laugh and Gavin pulled her up onto the bed by him. As he moved closer to her, her heart started to beat harder in her chest once more. They were...they were going to do this. Like here and now. Okay, how many times did she have to have this realization. Give her a break! It's her first! But, she wasn't too nervous. It was a good kind of anxious because she trusted Gavin and she knew they'd still love each other. This was meant to happen. She smiled softly and her hair was gently swept over her should and he kissed her there. And then he kissed her and gently pushed her back against the pillows. Adriane obliged and looked up at him, her heart pounding away, slowly but firmly. "A...are you ready?""Yes," she said softly.... "I think so."................................
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Post by Gavin Elijah Parker on Apr 18, 2011 23:12:22 GMT -6
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Gavin laid back, resting his head on the pillows. He lay right next to Adriane, and planted a soft kiss on her shoulder. That was... well, that was... Gavin didn't even know what that was. Or how to describe that. Was it awkward? Sure, at first... Gavin always feels awkward when doing something new. That was just how he was. Of course, he shouldn't have felt awkward with Adriane, since it was her first time too, although, it didn't seem like her first time. She was... good. Of course, Gavin didn't have anyone to compare her to, so of course he was going to think she was good. And even if he did, he loved her so much that he probably would lie and tell her she was the best he'd ever had. Adriane would probably see past that, but if that was how Gavin felt, then that would be how he would say it. He'd say it to be nice, even if Adriane did not feel the same way.
"I love you," Gavin whispered, planting another kiss on her shoulder and looking up at her. Gavin's creator knows from experience that saying 'I love you' after is... not the best time to say it. Especially if the girl is emotional. But Gavin was... inexperienced, to say the least. If Adriane would react negatively, he wouldn't know this. But... he really did love her. And he loved that she wanted to share in this new experience with him. And... he just loved everything about her... her face, her personality (for the most part!), her legs, her eyes... especially her eyes. If he could get away with it, he probably would have told her how much he loved all of these things separately... but Gavin didn't want to be weird. And he wanted to know what Adriane thought. [/size][/font]
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Post by Adriane Brielle Koller on Apr 19, 2011 21:01:46 GMT -6
....................................... That was....an experience. Yes, we'll call it that. Was it a bit uncomfortable is some ways? Yes, for a little bit. Was it awkward at first, as well? Yes. Was it overall amazing? Yes. Adriane couldn't describe how she felt at this moment as she lay next to Gavin in bed. Elated? No, elated was not a strong enough word. It was as if something inside of her was glowing. Not like a baby though! Like the sun. She felt luminescent and content and fulfilled. It was as if everything was right just because of this one event. Her and Gavin had been meant to be. Simple as that. Worth the wait. Adriane was, as Jane Austen would say, incandescently happy. Yes, incandescent. Gavin had been gentle, but not too gentle and he was..a man! Like a real man. Adriane was still in awe? So, it seemed. And how did he feel about her, she wondered. Well, Adriane assumed he enjoyed it. There was physical proof he did! But, it's not as though she really did anything. But, he liked it. A lot? And that was good. Plus, it could only get better for the both of them. And she still loved him. Everything was perfect! She smiled, softly, as she felt the light tickle of Gavin's lips upon her shoulder. Adriane reached down to grab one of his hands, intertwining her fingers with his and examining them before looking back into his eyes. His very blue and perfect eyes. And he kissed her shoulder again her smile broadened as a warm fuzzy feeling spread across her chest. Love. Adriane was sure, at this moment, she could love Gavin forever. He would never do anything to her that was bad. He would always be there. He was the perfect support and they were meant to be together. Here. Now. Forever. Always. First loves were intense and so Adriane's mind functioned in accordance. "I love you.""I love you too," she whispered back, bringing their intertwined hands to her mouth and kissing his lightly before replacing them under the covers and resting them upon her stomach. Adriane couldn't stop smiling at him, her smile now broadening into a grin for a brief moment before she bit her lip, still smiling slightly as she looked into Gavin's eyes. "I'm glad I waited for you, Gavin. I hope you feel the same. You make so incredibly happy." She gave his hand a light squeeze.
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Post by Gavin Elijah Parker on Apr 19, 2011 22:11:53 GMT -6
Gavin watched as Adriane moved her hands, sliding them down and felt her take a hold of one of his hands. He let her entwine her fingers with his, and looked back up at her. A smile smile showed on Gavin's lips, and he waited a moment until Adriane looked back up into his eyes before smiling a little broader and placing a soft kiss on her shoulder. He told her he loved her... Gavin really did love Adriane. He felt as though he'd found the last piece of the jigsaw puzzle of his life. When he wasn't in love, or when he didn't think that he loved Adriane the way he did, it didn't seem that there were any pieces missing. It's weird, though, because once he realized his feelings... he felt as though he'd been missing that puzzle piece his entire life... and just found it... right in front of his face where it had been all along.
That was really cheesy, but it was definitely something Gavin might think. Some girls would eat that stuff up, you know!
"I love you, too."
Gavin smiled a little, watching her bring their hands up and plant a kiss on them. Gavin lay his head back onto the pillow and looked up at the ceiling. Then again... he thought, it also felt like a bubble. They were on cloud nine, no? In this little bubble... feeling like they were seeing the world for the very first time. It was a new angle, a... new perspective. But it was just as easy for someone to come along and pop that bubble. Just like a little kid, when the bubble pops... it's over. It's sad. Gavin was fearing for that... that feeling of loss, of something so new and so fresh just popping right before his eyes. And that was why his new boat of confidence was going to keep him from falling hard if that happened. He'd be right back up and at 'em, living. Gavin's world revolved around her at the moment... but if that bubble popped...
"I'm glad I waited for you, Gavin. I hope you feel the same. You make so incredibly happy."
Gavin lifted his head and rolled onto his side, propping his head up with his free hand. A small sort of half smile was visible on his lips. "I-it wasn't too weird?" he joked, giving her hand a light squeeze in response to the one she'd just give him. "Of course I feel the same. And I'm glad you're so happy," he beamed, his eyes twinkling as the last thoughts of Adriane hurting him again drifted away. [/size]
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Post by Adriane Brielle Koller on Apr 20, 2011 13:50:45 GMT -6
"I-it wasn't too weird?"Adriane smiled, light and shook her head in a way that just said "you're silly", before turning her head to the side again to look at him. Too weird? No. Weird? Not even. Things would never be weird between them. Not anything. Adriane would make sure of it. Besides, things had never been "weird" before. It was Gavin. He was her everything and if things weren't right with him, things weren't right in Adriane's world. Gavin was like her own person Atlas. He was so strong. Stronger than Adriane. He could carry the weight of the world on his shoulders. Her world. Her. He could carry her and protect her from falling. Protect her from being alone. Protect her from her parents and the pain and everything. Hence, he was her everything and Adriane refused to live without him, because for without him she would die. Powerful sh!t, eh? "Of course I feel the same. And I'm glad you're so happy.""Happiest I've been in a long time Gavin. I can't even remember."A thoughtful look came over her face and it only took a mere moment for the memory to enter her mind. It was the brightest and sunniest day that Britain had ever seen. Or, at least that Adriane had even seen in the spring. The weather was spectacular and there was the faintest breeze. It wasn't too long before Corinne's death. A vague sign of sorts that she was slipping under the pressure. She needed escape and freedom. So, Corinne grabbed Adriane by the hand, tugging on her arm. Adriane, never one to question her older sister and her best friend, laughed and ran alongside her as they swiftly exited the uptight hallways of their muggle school and ran out toward freedom. They went to a nearby park and just swung on the swings, the breeze blowing their hair around. And then, it started to rain. A sun shower complete with a true rainbow. Corinne had jumped off her swing and lay, back against the grass, staring up at the sunny skies and soiling her uniform with the wet ground. Adriane had joined her and they just laughed and laughed. And then Corinne cried and tears fell from her eyes. Adriane asked what was wrong, but Corinne just laughed and said she was so happy and that it had been the best day. Corinne had called her silly and when the sun shower stopped, they went for a long walk in the direction of the unattainable rainbow. Adriane sighed softly, a small smile coming to her face at the memory. The best memory of the past. But, Gavin was her past. He was her present and he was her future. If she ever needed anyone, he would be there. That was an amazing feeling to have. Adriane turned of on her side, their intertwined hands resting on the bed in between them. She propped herself up with her free hands and leaned forward, placing a soft kiss upon Gavin's lips. Adriane pulled away slowly and smiled at him as she scooted closer to him in bed, pulling their hands behind her and then letting go so Gavin's hand was near to her lower back. Adriane took her free hand and place it on his cheek, kissing him again.
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